Trauma Bonded

Your words, shit be clear yet

I don’t know what to say.

My layers go so deep but

deep inside, I’m just a babe.

Fix your face, what’d you say, don’t say shit, not your place.

Hollow core. Cold, hard, hope lost.

Give me your pain, mines been boxed.

Stuffed inside, pushed aside til I can’t see it.

I’ll be ok, in a couple days, what’s another secret?

Stick and move. Emotions high. Bring em down, that’s not my style.

I make them hard, get out your card, let’s book these miles.

I don’t know what to say, these feelings, I thought would go away.

How did I get here?

Time travel, mind boggled, trauma bonding over your fears.

Your fears not mine, mine didn’t make the cut.

Old things from the past, can’t decide what is what.

Rate of return, memories to burn,

I don’t know what to say, brain’s status on away.

Fate you say? What happened? Where’d destiny go?

Replaced that bitch with karma, you beach slut, you’re a hoe.

I don’t know what to say, how the fuck did we get here?

Can’t process or tiptoe around anxieties. No more fears.

Check her out, she’s checked out. Disconnected. Shut shit down.

You can’t force it, it’s important to know when is enough is enough.

This shits crazy, I can’t take it. Love, wtf? Is it always this rough?

It’s ok, it’s ok, you’re going to be ok.

Chant it for now, til it feels right, quarter tab, before the flight.

Your trip is short but it’s alright.

The hurt, I feel it, it seeps out in my tears.

Don’t let this happen, remember your fears!

It happens, each time. The bond we made brings us back.

The carousel, the ride, this roller coaster headed off the track.

When does it end, how will it end? And when it does can we still be friends?